broke, careless, lousy...

I am so broke. My pro-rated pay ain't in yet although it's not going to be of much use since the bulk of it is going into settling the cc bill. I can't believe I chalked up such a whooping big amount over the past month. I thought I could escape the cut-off date for my very expensive purchase 2 weeks ago but NO, darn...and anyway it is almost the end of the month, end of the year too and there is no sign, absolutely no sign of the PRO-RATED pay in my bank account. I am beginning to wonder if I have given them the wrong account #......what the hell.....I have been working for freeeeeeeeeeee.

Anyway I think I am an extremely careless person having lost that piece of paper that has the pin number to access the office after office hours. ANd Yes, I did not memorize nor scribble nor type/save it down anywhere. I just simply slotted it behind my id pass and when I went to remove the temp pass sticker today, that piece of paper went missing! To think I kept telling myself subconsciously to remove and keep it away properly just in case I lose it and I have to go and LOSE it still. I am such a klutz.

On a different note, it is almost the end of twenty O 6. How scary. Quite a few people are preparing for their reflection/resolution blog entries and I used to do that too. But..but..what if I have nothing to reflect or resolute for next year? Haha. Cos nothing ever comes true and I am living life day by day as it is. Except the growing old part. That's why I am not particularly thrilled about the coming of a new year. And some things never change, sigh. That sounds so pessimistic. Oh well, if I am in a writing mood come tomorrow or Sunday maybe I'll give a summary account of my year.

hohoho

Merry Christmas~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well, I'm basically stuck at home procrastinating and touching abit of the work I brought home. How sad it is to work during the holidays. I worked through my CNY this year and now it's ditto for Christmas as well. Wth. The next 4 days of the week are gonna be lonnnnnnnggggg. Anyway I'm determined to spend a white christmas in 2007. Haha, now what does this spell?

Okay I'm going to watch some shit now and continue with the neverending work when the sun rises.

gorgeous loewe dress

It is black. It is simple. Yet I think it is gorgeous. Coupled with red that is.

Some entries ago I was talking about black stockings and red heels for the non-existent DnD. That was because I stole the idea from korean actress, Yoon Eun Hye (of Goong fame) during her recent visit to Taipei for the Asia Pacific Film Awards. That girl's the new fashion darling as she is forever decked out in the latest garb so you know what's in or not. She's inspirational in that sense, ha. Well anyway here is the dress:


From Loewe website


Yoon Eun Hye with red clutch bag and red shoes

Red with black is a powerful combination.

As to how I know it is from Loewe, I saw the dress at Loewe's in Ngee Ann City! Really pretty. In case you can't see it clearly from the pics, it has pretty layers and the top and bottom part of the dress is black leather I think.

I am going to eat grass for the next few months. No, I didn't buy the above mentioned dress (I'm not that mad nor rich) but the shoe buying monster is back. And the shoe buying monster bought something else as well...which contributes to eating grass. I doubt I would have the time to shop anymore soon....so.....yah.

unseen threshold

Faulty laptop battery, indefinite temp pass, charging time woes and buddy-less (seeing that it's peaking). Yay.

I'm not complaining. My current state of mind doesn't allow for that. The above is merely a list of....what-has-gone-wrong (but still acceptable).

This is a totally useless entry but so be it.

degenerating

I feel like an empty shell. Degenerating away.

At this rate, I might just disintegrate and turn into a pile of dust.

Is feeling like this better? I can't convince myself.

artificially charged

A bloody prank call woke me up at 4 bleeding am this morning. I had barely slept for two hours after tossing and turning, first day jitters always make me an insomniac. Then that prankster rang my place, caused me to jerk awake and I just laid there awake till it was time to get my ass off the bed. Arghhhh so I was artificially charged for the whole day.

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I don't know what to expect. In fact I have no expectations at all, I just want to zou yi bu kan yi bu.

Come what may.

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Where on earth is my christmassy mood?

glitter lust

Check this out. A diamond studded camera that costs $50,000 and I assume it's in US dollars. I can find fake diamontes and stick them on my camera too. Isn't that the same thing? Haha. Anyway I don't have such free time to doll up my gadgets.

The DnD of the previous night seemed fun from the photos. Noticed a few party crashers. Made me kinda regret not crashing in as well but then again I have no outfit. Lately I have been dreaming of black stockings with killer red heels though. That would make quite a statement. Well, anyway, stop dreaming. No DnDs for me this in 2006.

random thoughts

It must have taken me 20 minutes to log in successfully to blogger. Grrr.

It is rather scary that days can fly by when one is not doing anything. In fact it seems to fly faster. Ironically. Isn't it supposed to be the other way round? To fly when one is slogging? But not when one is doing something one loathes, the days somehow slow to a crawl. So as to savour the act of torturing.

Alright, enough of the nonsense. I am going to miss working my schedule around the TV but then there's always youtube. Just pray it doesn't stream 5 minutes then die. Or bitcomet but that takes ages.

I need a haircut.

I need a bigger bag.

I need a longer break.

And I hate it when people don't understand and still derive pleasure out of it. Okay maybe pleasure is not the right word. Somehow I don't see why you have the right to get mad when you don't even know the reasons. Or allow me to explain. Damn, I don't even feel I owe you an explanation. Fine, so be it.

red is IN

I like fiery red shoes lately and I got myself a pair of red heels today. Goody cept it doesn't seem very sensible to wear red to work. Or will it become purely ornamental and start gathering dust at home cos I would rather wear slippers/birks for shopping? My first love was actually this pair of maroon patent shoes from Aldo but alas I couldn't bring myself to bring them home due to the hefty $129 pricetag. And just when I can obtain a miserable 10% discount, they no longer had my size. Sigh. What does this mean? To wait or not to wait....

Anyway I saw Chen Hanwei at paragon today. I recognized his voice first before I saw the person. Out of the corner of my eye, this lanky dude was saying bye to this other lady (with a kids trolley I think) and I thought the voice sounded familiar. Then I did a double take for a closer look. And yeah it was the man himself, looks exactly the same as the just-concluded 9pm show (lang man man wu). I think he knew I was looking (me being kaypo). He seems pretty nice though to specially gesture and allow this family with kids to enter the lift first before he did.

Wahahaha this is really bad but I am lusting for bags again. Uh oh...oh..no....