Samsung U700=beauty

Nuff' said.

Release date: July 2007.

Well let's hope it looks as good as in the pictures.

Retail therapy helps alleviate the pain temporarily

My credit card bills are going to crush me to death.

Despite telling myself not to spend too much after the damage done in Korea, I went ahead with my retail therapy yesterday. In fact the therapy started two weeks before when I bought some articles of clothing here and there. I didn't buy alot but the things I bought, they were kind of over-priced so urm yeah. So effectively I have burnt a severe big hole in my pockets and it's not even payday. Sigh. I wasn't in a good mood. I was alone. Almost bought 3 dresses from GG<5 (that would have been utter total madness) but settled for 1 dress and a top in the end (those 2 were the over-priced items).

Mango sale was crazy. I had a tough time navigating in the store...saw that the stripey top I bought last week was cheaper by $13 bucks. Bloody hell.

I felt better last night but when I woke up this morning, the sinking shit feeling is still there. Sigh. But believe me, it's time to start un-doing the jinx.

Wish me luck.

A broken promise

I feel royally jinxed.

A day after the mad bitch's incident. I saw that I was being booked on more of the incompetent manager's shitty jobs. And mind you, it is one continuously block of two of his jobs where I can just imagine him happily shifting me around clearing shit here (and it might not be the 2 jobs listed on the schedule...any random shit from his many shitty jobs).

I don't know what I have done to deserve this. It is totally not fair.

I am tired of talking about this but I think all these are somehow still related to the shipping shit. It was a broken promise right from the beginning. The shipping booking didn't budge an inch which makes it hard for other potential bookings to come in. I don't understand why the planner couldn't create clashes since it already known that I won't be doing this going forward(?) And now jobs under the incompetent man have to crawl their way into the empty spaces in between the shipping shit. This is what I always feared and my greatest fears have all come true.

With most bookings for FY2008 being more or less finalised now (unless people starts quitting), I don't think I have much of a say anymore which makes it damn depressing.

Even very recent new joiners get better selection of jobs than me.

I think I just about had enough.

need a hug

It got so bad that I had to swallow my tears and misery and made a quick exit to the washroom to cry my heart out.

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Warning: Long angry entry ahead

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I accomplished two mission impossible tasks in the space of two days. Firstly, I managed to convince the incompetent manager to release me back to the job I was doing for the past two weeks. He wasn't willing to budge initially and kept insisting that I had the familiarity when all I did was to zap and xref some shit on the 2 days last month. Well anyway, to cut things short, I managed to make him see my point of view and he relented, even without a replacement.

That was mission impossible 1. Mission impossible 2: I got someone out from his clutches from this very same job today.

So he agreed to release me and I happily went to inform the planner. I should have just left it as that and leave the planner to find someone to replace me. But I acted smart and committed a folly. There was this other girl booked to follow up on my 2 week job (after me as I was booked away by the incompetent man) and she was suddenly available because I was booked back on it. Thinking that she's really available and according to the planner, there were no other replacements, I suggested foolishly for her to take my place in the other job. Well anway, the situation was (after I had the time to sit down, dry my tears and think clearly) even if I didn't mention it, the planner would have gone ahead to book her also. But the bottomline is, I shouldn't have but even if I didn't, I guess the events to unfold would still be the same as long as she is booked on this.

She called me up three times on my extension to lambast me.

She questioned exactly what happened and if there was a promise to find a replacement because the stupid incompetent manager told her we promised to find him one. And if so, why wasn't she informed. In reality, perhaps my senior and I might have mentioned a replacement before but since he wasn't willing to release me initially so we didn't exactly go scout for one. I had to repeat many times to her that at the point that he decided to release me, there was no replacement. It was because me and the planner thought she was available due to this sudden change that she was placed into the job. She got so worked up and accused me of a BLATANT SWOP. Apparently, she has this other big job that is commencing soon and she wanted to be booked on it now to help out with some stuff but her request in the email came too late in the eveing. She even said ugly things like I was right beside the planner whereas hers came through the email and that was why my request went through and hers didn't. The planner said that last minute job requests are by first come first served basis and this incompetent manager has been bugging her for more staff ever since a long time ago and no one from her so-called big job had contacted the planner. So it does make sense that the planner would book her on it, with or without my silly suggestion (which I really shouldn't have I admit).

So I apologized many times and told her I would try to resolve things since I felt responsible for it. She wasn't convinced and called up another two times to repeat the two words BLATANT SWOP. She even wanted to come look for me after her training and when I told her I had already tried talking to the incompetent manager, she got worried that she might look bad in front of him, as if she didn't want to take on the job. Like wtf, don't you want to get out of it in the first place? Anyway she was just plain bitter and blamed me for it. Went as far as to order me to book myself back on the incompetent manager's job, let her resume her role in helping to follow up on my 2 wk job and let everything return to status quo. Oh, so your big job doesn't really need you?

At first the incompetent manager refused to release her, as per normal. Even her big job team-in-charge told the planner they could do without her as the job had many people on it anyway.

Don't ask me how. But I got her out of the shit and back into her beloved, darling big job.

I bet she must be heaving a great sigh of relief now. Don't want to hear from her again but sadly she is still booked on follow up and I have to update her next week. Fuck. I don't want to see her. Crazy bitch.

Then can I kindly direct this question too, wasn't it a classic case of blatant swop in the case of pure brat and me? The fact that she got herself into financial institutions and shoved all her shipping shit bookings to me?

Brats. Thy are all ill-bred brats. I didn't know you had to inform them before you booked them for any jobs. How spoilt and disgusting. Oh yes the crying bit, I was so stressed and upset by basically everything that I just couldn't help it anymore. And running up and down today like a mad woman trying to put things right.

For now, I just want to get past June.

I need a hug.

I want to go drinking.

Or maybe disappear totally.

crappy monday, help.

What does it take to seriously irritate a person?

I attempted to do that today by asking many questions. And he actually retorted, "If I knew where all those things are, I will be doing them myself." Great, so you are even more clueless than I am. If you don't know where the supporting are, how am I supposed to know?

I (still) hate him.

Did everything half-heartedly. I swear some figures don't tie but if more den 95% does, I sure hope he does not notice the 5%.

Had a loss of appetite during lunch. Both me and my previous firm's senior...she was worried about her meeting later on the in afternoon whereas I was thinking of the messy shit I have to clear and also how to get through the next 1 week 3 days when I was already feeling suicidal just having to work 2 days under him last month.

Everyone seems to be in a crappy mood on Monday. I shall refrain from msn-ing lest I say/ask the wrong things. Yeah especially since I'm in a crappy pms-y mood myself.

cool sunday

Today is a good day to just laze in bed and do nothing. Been raining the whole of yesterday and it has been raining on and off today...which is absolutely divine. Never mind the fact that I was braving the rain yesterday to get to Sim Lim Square to check out tv tuners, then shopping at Orchard and ended off with Ocean 13.

So here I am seated with one of my many Korean facial masks on my face, counting away the minutes before I can remove it then retreat back to bed.

Last weekend to enjoy...

fleeting thoughts

On the train to work this morning, I had a fleeting thought of staying on till senior year 2. That is if I don't have too many team-leading jobs or shitty jobs. I had my fair share of good jobs during my brief six months here minus off the shipping and the incompetent manager who simply loves to book me to clear his outstanding shit. The shipping shit isn't all that bad but it just isn't my thing and I don't see the point in specialising in it. The reason why I hate(d) it then was because I was made to co-team lead with the pure brat when I knew nuts about the shipping business. And also the pure brat had much to contribute to my misery. I thought my wish was made loud and clear...however in the end, it was the pure brat who managed to wriggle herself out of it by simply requesting to do banks. Sure enough, she got her wish...i*c disappeared for her whereas for my schedule, the whole evil grey block stays to haunt and remind me I was cheated.

So that was how the fleeting thought came about, for a moment I thought I could. But I am really, really bu gan yuan. But is there anything I can even do about it? At the risk of being thrown even shittier things, I still wish for i*c to disappear, totally. Then I can discuss options with myself about sticking around for a longer period of time. I don't mind long jobs but can it be something I don't feel strongly against? I seem to be okay with all other industries (except when working under the incompetent manager). Sigh. Have I been passive long enough? Thinking stupidly that they will do something about my booking? Turns out I was so wrong.

SIGH.

Departure seems imminent but.

Pure brat, you are one lucky bitch.

happy 6 months

This marks the 5th day of my voicelessness. And still am not seeing a doctor. I mean I am fine and all, besides an incredibly sore throat, my raspy voice and occasional coughs...I can function pretty well. I just don't believe in taking mc when it's not required. Throw in a shit job with a shit manager and that would become extremely attractive. Haha, ya that's how things work.

Anyway, happy six months to myself.

Six months of being here and counting down to god knows when.

voice gone

I have officially lost my voice. As of last night, my voice has been reduced to a raspy, husky croak. No, it is not sexy at all. Especially when you are croaking your way through work.

Sigh. An MC would be good but why is it that when I am genuinely unwell, I can't take MC! Talk about irony.

I would be left alone with an intern tomorrow while the senior is happily having training. To top it off, the manager wants to come down. I hardly think I am in the state to discuss any sort of issues whatsoever.

Sigh. Work stinks and June looks set to be a long terrible month. Not that I am looking forward to July cos I will be swallowed back into my prolonged nightmare.

100th post dedicated to the N76

My 100th post!

I wanted to comment on my blog being a year old in March but cleanly forgot about it. But anyway this is the 100th post, so I guess it's something to remember by except the 100th entry is gonna be dedicated to something frivolous again.

I am in love with the Nokia N76. I wasn't exactly looking out for phones lately as I don't need to (2 year plan not up) and also none caught my attention till I saw the very pretty N76.

It's Red! And shiny red somemore!


I got a soft spot now for anything that is red/shiny or black/shiny and N76 happens to come in both colours!


But somehow I prefer the red one cos it's so flashy. Muahahaha.

I used to think Samsung clamshells are nicer than Nokia clams but N76 just about proves that wrong now. It is such a beauty IMO.

However, it only has a 2 megapixel camera (as compared to my 3 megapixel n80). CNet Asia editors gave it a 6.7/10 which is only average. But the average user gave it a 9/10, haha guess people are going more for the looks than the features. I wonder how's the sms function. Currently my n80 is pissing me off cos it takes ages to get one sms sent. Not when I'm in a hurry then I rather call the person than staring at the phone wondering when the other person's ever gonna get my message.

But anyway too broke now to even think about the N76 for I just splurged on a shiny black LG 22'' lcd monitor. Haven't set it up yet...can't wait!

Will be dreaming of the n76 still..what a pretty, sexy phone. *sniffles*

First time blogging in office, which I consider a taboo and should never in any circumstances be repeated again (unless in situations like this). In any case, there is no one seated beside, behind me so I am pretty safe.

BUT not safe from incoming bombs. Sigh.

Currently awaiting for shit and bombs to fly by my way.

Maybe I should have MC-ed myself but then again, MCs should be put to good uses and not wasted on situations like this. It's not all that bad yet, but what do I know? Shit piling at say 4:30 pm in the afternoon is no joke. And I'm gonna brave the crowd at the PC Show later. Haha, have skipped quite a number of IT/PC shows due to the disgusting crowds but this time round, I wanna check out the LCD screens. Might invest in a 22 inch one for my room...for bigger and better viewings (think dramas, movies) from the lappy. Yah, yah it's totally a want, not a need. And checking out ipod nanos/ipods, my ipop mini is dying. Yes my list of wants is very long and I am not going to blow my finances at one go, having just contributed substantially to the South Korea economy.

So gonna end off abruptly now then.

Evening update:

The bomb wasn't really a bomb. Just some admin stuff and that's about all. Phew. Last weekend to enjoy before I start peaking again.